After my talk with Dante in the garden, I had all but resigned to my fate. I would have no choice but to finally confront my betrothed tonight but I still four days to find a way back home. If he could travel, if some of the guards could travel, I was sure I could find the source of this power and wield it as my own. After all, I was not a magical creature and I had been transported here. I could be transported back. So I sat in a contemplative silence while Leila tried to tame my curls and finally decided to just swept them back and tangle the errant strands with vines of soft white flowers. I settled for modest make up with soft blue highlights and nude lipstick with a heavy pink undertone. It made my lips looks like someone had squeezed them pink.
The dress Leila settled on was boned with crystals and flesh toned, skin tight, with an over lay of nearly sheer chiffon pulled around my shoulders and knotted so I looked like a wrapped gift--- fitting. I slid my feet into nude pumps and checked myself in the mirror once more before following Leila out of the room. She escorted me to the grand staircase that lead down to the foyer of the castle and took my hand.
"You'll be fine. Just breathe and try not to yell at anyone." She said with a warm smile.
I nodded and gave her hand a squeeze before rubbing it down my dress, feeling the nerves start to tangle. I took a deep breath and turned to the stairs. To my right was a herald trying not to stare at me to obviously, but he was waiting for a sign to announce me. I caught his gaze and gave a subtle nod. He lifted the great horn in his hand and trumpeted loud before announcing me.
Taking a deep breath, I made my way down the long curved stairs where a sea of unfamiliar faces awaited me. And just as the first day I had arrived, I was greeted with a wave of soft murmuring. Then a familiar face came swimming up through the waves of strangers.
"You are radiant this evening, my dear."
"Lord Xavia." I said with a slight curtsey. He was smiling at me, that winning, charming smile. His sea green eyes sparkling and I couldn't help but smile. "I bet you were a wicked child." I said with a giggle feeling the tension of uncertainty coiling out of me.
He feigned shock and laughed, a deep rich sound, not unlike Dante's. "Me? Whatever would give you that idea?"
"Your smile."
He flashed it again and held out his arm for me to take. "Ever so astute you are, my dear." I took his arm and he started to lead me though the crowd. "There is something I would like to show you before we head to dinner."
I felt a pit drop into my stomach as a flash of the caves overtook my vision. I could still feel Dante's hands on my body, his lips on mine. I had to shake the memory out of my mind and came back to reality in time to see Lord Xavia leading me down a long hallway. We stopped in front of a set of portraits. The first was a portrait of the king and queen, the queen holding a bundle lovingly in her arms. "The Prince." Xavia said.
I heard myself sigh.
"Not Lucien." Xavia said, motioning further down the hall. "Lucien is the second born prince."
My brows furrowed. "If Lucian is the second born, why am I betrothed to him? It's the first born that inherits."
"Clever girl." Lord Xavia mused as he led me down the hall to a great painting of a young man. His black hair was knotted at the top of his head like a samurai but he was relaxed in the chair smiling whimsically as if he had been thinking of sweet music while his portrait was being painted. His eyes were steely blue, a color that should have been and deep and intense but instead sparkled with delight. He, like Xavia and Dante, shared the same strong jawline.
"The three of you look a lot alike." I said, feeling an edge of annoyance creeping up my spine.
"Three?"
"You, this prince, and... Dante." I almost didn't want to say his name. Maybe Dante was a bastard, or maybe a distant relative. The resemblance was a little too uncanny.
"Hmm." He mused. "I suppose we do. This is Prince Cassian. The first born prince of Dracovia." I would have asked what happened to him, but I had a feeling what happened to him was the whole reason for our little talk. Xavia went on, "As with all dragon firstborns, Prince Cassian was gifted with extraordinary powers and strength from birth. He was practically poised to take over the throne the moment he was born. But much to his parents' dismay, Cassian was never interested in politics or warfare. He preferred lifting a quill to pen his poetry than a sword for people."
"Someone once said: the pen is mightier than the sword." I said absently, unable to concede this concept that the prince in the portrait before me was somehow less than just because he did not want to resort to violence.
Xavia was smiling thoughtfully at me when he went on, "In any case, the king and queen were overjoyed when Queen Adrasteia, my sister, bore a second child. Be it a blessing or a curse, much like Cassian, Lucien was kind by nature. Feeling they had been too lax with Cassian, the King and Queen were determined to rectify the mistake with Lucian. He trained day and night, a gentle soul brought up to be merciless weapon. But while his parents trained him to be ruthless, Cassian fed his compassion. They would explore the lands together and Cassian never failed to fascinate Lucien with the legends he shared. Then came Cassian's coronation and to no one's surprise he fell in love with his Dragon Bride and made her his queen. Cassian wanted peace between realms."
Xavia was quiet long enough, I turned from the painting and to him. He was watching me intently. "Well..."I probed, "What happened to him?"
"He was murdered by his bride." He said it flatly, as if it took his entire being to repeat those words and he had to detach from the whole ordeal to say it.
My breath caught in my throat.
"Do you know to kill a dragon, Aria?"
I blinked. "I don't even know how to be the Dragon Bride. Even if I was her, I assure you, that would not be something they teach in Dragon Bride finishing school unless there was a very sinister agenda at play."
Lord Xavia stared at me. His brows were furrowed deeply as if I were a new species of something and he was trying to determine how best to handle me. "I'll tell you." I wanted to protest. What good would that information do me? Was he warning me? Trying to give me at least something to protect myself with on my would be wedding night? "You take a dagger and stab it straight through its heart, trapping it in its human-beast form. Then you rip off every single scale from its body."
Something cold and hard punched my gut. It twisted and wrenched and turned to anger. "You have to be a complete psychopath to do something like that. That's... torture."
Xavia nodded solemnly. "And Lucien saw it. He saw her strip his brother of his last scale and watched him die." He paused and we both sat with the weight of what that must have been like for a young Prince torn between compassion and ruthlessness. "You should know, Aria, my nephew has professed that once he becomes King of all Realms, he intends to order the destruction of the human realm." His hands jumped up, as if to stop me from making any sort of rash decision and signaling he wasn't done speaking. "He's torn and his rage is fed by his realm who loved Cassian deeply and his parents who think war is the answer, but I trained that boy. I am closer to him than most, like his brother before him, and I know he would to regret that decision and I have to stop him."
"Why are you telling me this?" I said, sounding more suspicious than I intended.
The Lord of Tides smiled knowingly at me. "I need your help, and I believe you knew I would ask."
I let out a breath but the weight on my shoulders only grew heavier. My mind was racing. "You are asking me to help stop a man I've never met from destroying an entire realm on the wrong doing of one woman? If he's already condemned us all, I'm not seeing where one human woman is going to make a difference."
He shifted his weight from one leg to the other and crossed his arms. "Would you kill Lucien to save your realm?"
I stared up at Xavia. Behind him was the whimsical smiling Cassian. "Men." I said shaking my head.
"Hmm?"
"Men, hell, even some women. Why is it that most people believe death is the answer? Death has consequences most people can't fathom and still it's the first resolution to every conflict. Your nephew watched his brother be murdered by a lunatic and his resolution to that is wipe out an entire race of people who had nothing to do with that and you ask me if I would murder him?"
"So you wouldn't?"
"NO! Are you crazy? He's never done anything to me. I understand his pain, I do, but if he's as brave and honorable and benevolent as everyone keeps trying to have me believe, he must know there is another way."
Lord Xavia's smile widened. "Then you can help me. Help me convince him of that. Help me change his mind, Aria. If he falls for you, he will listen to you."
I felt my face twist as if I had smelled something disgusting. "You're not serious? You want me, a Dragon Bride, a woman, a human, to convince a man who watched his brother die at the hands of the same, that we're not all that bad?"
He nodded.
I threw my hands up. "Yeah, lemme get right on that, bud." This was all spiraling out of control. Wasn't it enough that I had to worry about my own safety around here, now I had the weight of my realm to worry about. "I swear," I said turning and walking back down the hallway where we came, "It's like I speak a different language or something. Am I slipping into Chinese? Maybe these beings live so long they don't recognize when their hearing starts to go. Lunatics. All of you."
I suppose I arrived back in the main foyer just in time. As I rejoined the crowd, listening to Lord Xavia's amused chuckling riding up behind me, the herald trumpeted and announced, "The Crown Prince, Lucien Draconem of Dracovia." And a still came over the crowd. All eyes turned to the stairs just as they had done me but there was a completely different mood. He had a commanding presence, an air about him that was completely James Dean; every man wanted to be him, every woman wanted him. Who could blame them. He was a towering wall of muscle barely contained in his hand-tailored suit. His eyes were a deep and intense, sapphire jewels like Dante's but lacked that twinkle of mischief. The sleek black mask he wore around his eyes obscured it but he looked a lot like Dante. He was smiling but it was stoic and unapproachable, though that didn't seem to stop the swarms of what I assumed were royal females. I was staring at a man who had watched his brother die in his arms after suffering unspeakable torture. From what Xavia had said time had not healed those wounds but he showed no signs of his distress. In fact, his every movement seemed deliberate, calculated, even the way he avoided looking at me altogether. There was an air about him like a tamed lion and it was slightly terrifying.
Everyone followed the king and queen and their son into the dining hall. The tables were all arranged in a U shape, that reminded me of a Viking hall. The royal family sat at the base of the U. Lord Xavia took a seat beside his sister, the queen and Lucien sat beside his father. I found myself sitting at the curve of the U nearest to Lord Xavia and just as Leila had said this part of the table was set with a runner made of fresh flowers. From where I sat I could see Lucien entertaining every giggle and air-headed remark with flippant charm. The night waned on but thankfully it was not nine courses. Though it hardly mattered because my stomach was so full of dread and knots it couldn't hold food.
As dessert was being served, the king rose from his chair and cleared his throat. It was a small sound but nevertheless the sight of him rising and the sound, however small, was enough to still the crowd. He held a golden goblet in his hand and gave it a gentle swirl before speaking. "Centuries ago, mortals decided to part ways with the magical realms. They didn't want anything to with us. In return for the ancient dragons' grace, mortals promised a human bride every century. Tonight we celebrate the arrival of that bride."
His small summary of the dissention between the realms was unsettling. There as nothing gracious or sympathic about what he said. The king was bitter and did little to hide it. It wasn't hard to imagine that he wouldn't be fond of a son that didn't share his bitterness.
His piercing gaze pinned me. It was the first time I had really looked at the king. His eyes were cold and sinister. He nodded and slowly I pushed the chair out from under me and stood. I felt the gaze of the crowd shift to me and for the first time Lucien looked my way. I didn't meet his gaze afraid to find that same cold blue of his father.
"As is customary, the Dragon Bride will now perform for us." He motioned to the small stage jutting out of one corner of the room. A pianist was waiting near a single microphone stand and the stage was dimly lit with flickering candle light.
Gathering my skirts, I stepped out from the table and made my way down the middle of the U to the stage. The stage was small enough that the pianist didn't have to get up to offer me his hand to climb the stairs. Moving behind the microphone I fluttered the train of my dress out behind me and smoothed my hands down the sides of my dress. The piano started slow and forlorn. My eyes lowered to the head of the microphone and I had to let the room dissolve around me before my lips parted and I began to sing.
Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You're all I need when I'm holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight
I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains?
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you
So much, so young, I've faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I'm strong and I'm sure there's a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath we're just one beating heart
And I brace myself, please don't tear this apart
I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains?
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to
Suddenly the moment's here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all, come this far just to fall, fall?
Oh, I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains
And finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am
Ooh, I am
I'm bound to you